I shut off the mower’s whirring blades, removed my hearing protection, and there it was: the splash and whoosh of the Atlantic Ocean, always restless, continually wearing away the granite at the bottom of the embankment in the back yard where I had been mowing. Clouds above were heavy with rain; therefore, sunset would come early. Even so, I paused for just a minute to absorb the sound of waves, to note the gray, glassy swells, and to soak in the truth that the sound had been there before I could hear it. My listening did not bring it into being, but stopping to hear and to appreciate it had changed my view of the world.
Prayer has the same effect, it seems. God is always present, always moving, continually at work. It takes just a minute to remove my ear plugs (and my blinders) of busy-ness, anxiety, entertainment, and the endless drivel that occupies my gray matter during waking moments. Prayer is the conversation that welcomes God into my life, and lately, I’ve been absorbing the idea that it’s not self-talk that’s going to change me or my way of thinking. It’s more productive for me to turn that stream of words toward the God who is always there listening anyway.
Prayer is a Conversation with God
I am committed to the responsibility of praying for my family, and have embraced the privilege of praying by name each day for those closest to my heart, but there’s an emptiness in a prayer life that ends up as a shopping list. There’s a touch of the audacious in showing up with my list when that’s the only conversation of the day.
Reading Scripture, especially from cover to cover, the narrative arc from Eden to Golgotha shouts God’s involvement in the weaving of a story. The post-ascension Acts of the Holy Spirit set up one book-end on a continuing story, and that’s where we pick up the thread until the second book-end called The Revelation brings the story to its glorious conclusion. In all this weaving of story, God is no less present as the main character in these days of Google and Facebook than He was on Mt. Sinai. In spite of my persistent doubts, prayer is still a conversation with the God of the universe, even if my face does not glow after every encounter.
In C.S. Lewis’s Screwtape Letters, he refers to this planet as “the Kingdom of Noise,” and since he was writing in the 1940’s, his readers would have been nodding their heads (and clicking their tongues in disapproval?) about the persistent background noise of “the wireless” in their homes–and maybe a Victrola? It’s no wonder that 21st century believers mistake prayer for a one-sided conversation. After all, podcasts abound, Alexa speaks audibly, and even my antiquated GPS (which I love) gives me spoken directions when I veer off course. In all the aural chaos, how are we to distinguish the voice of God from our own tangled thoughts?
I’m reading A Praying Life: Connecting with God in a Distracting World by Paul Miller, and it’s about time! He writes from such an awareness of my frustration with prayer that it’s practically eerie, and yet I am encouraged by his insights to persevere and to cultivate a praying life that is commensurate with the way I talk (and write) about my relationship with God. For Miller, prayer “feels like dinner with good friends.” There’s no agenda other than simply enjoying each other. That’s the motivation that kept Jesus continually coming to the Father, and if “prayer is simply the medium through which we experience and connect with God,” (8) and if Jesus felt the need to pray, no wonder we humans are plagued at times by a sense of the absence of God.
Prayer is an Invitation to Come, Weary and Overwhelmed
If “a praying life feels like our family mealtimes,” it’s because “prayer is all about relationship.” (8) When we make it formulaic and tear it away from real life, we miss the point, and it becomes as dry and unappetizing as yesterday’s muffins. In a real relationship, conversations go down rabbit trails, but when that happens in prayer, we complain that we’ve lost our train of thought and are tempted to give up. When it seems as if all our messiness floats to the top like the layer of scum on dirty dishwater, we write ourselves off as hopeless and wish that we could pray with soaring syllables of praise. What a relief to read that prayer is an invitation to come, weary and overwhelmed! The God who made me wants to engage in an authentic relationship with the real me, not some super-spiritual version of me who shows up a few times a day for a quick conversation.
I’m still reading, and A Praying Life may be front and center on my Kindle for a long time, because I have a lot of bad habits to unlearn, and prayer is, after all, the journey of a lifetime.
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Oh what sweet reminders, Michele . . . and so eloquently penned. Thank you for this today. I’ve lately been thinking that I’m getting a little too caught up in the busy-ness and hype of writing and all the things that go along with that. I know you understand. These words are a reminder to keep first things first. Thank you!
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Yes, I certainly do understand. And isn’t it great that all our hopes and dreams can be funneled into prayer, and that they are safe with Him?
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Your thoughts and graphics are beautiful, Michele! Sharing on Twitter and Pinterest!
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Daisies are almost as good as sunflowers . . .
Almost.
Thank you, Sarah, for this encouragement.
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Magnificent …
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Linda, thank you for this one-word blessing!
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LOVE this! Off to enjoy a little “mealtime” with God! Blessings!
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Enjoy!
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This is such a inspiring post this morning Michele. My husband is always so good at this, and I need to get in the habit.
XOXO
Jodie
http://www.jtouchofstyle.com
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Hmmm . . .I think my husband is better at this, too, come to think of it.
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“It takes just a minute to remove my ear plugs (and my blinders) of busy-ness, anxiety, entertainment, and the endless drivel that occupies my gray matter during waking moments.” Love it! How many times have I felt this way? I have Anne Lamott “Help, Thanks, Wow” up next on my reading list on the same subject.
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I just love Anne even with all her outrageous opinions. She jolts me awake.
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Thank you for the recommendation! I hadn’t heard of Paul Miller before, but this book looks great. Have a wonderful week.
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Thanks, Heather!
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Turning to God is always the answer, isn’t it? #surrender2018
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‘as dry as yesterday’s muffins’ lol I love that. And yes, keeping prayer as real as life is something I have to be continually reminded of. I savored this book myself a few years back. Thanks for bringing this delightful review.
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I’ve still not finished and am already planning on circling back around. There’s so much freedom in viewing prayer as relationship. Thanks, Linda, for reading.
And the muffin thought arises from my despair over feeding a household of 3 or 4 when I had gotten used to 7. So many muffins! This morning’s leftovers are going down the road to a friend’s house, because this crowd does not take kindly to “yesterday’s muffins.”
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😄I quite understand. Relieved to know it’s not just my muffins….
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I haven’t heard of this book or author, but they sound good. I love these truths. I’ve used prayer lists off and on, but have had various feelings about them (yes, they help me remember, but they also make prayer time stilted for me rather than conversational). Just remembering that God is m welcoming heavenly Father who wants me to come to Him is such a blessing. I hadn’t thought about the fact that conversations with others veer into rabbits trails, and we don’t have to feel guilty when that happens in prayer, too.
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Yes, I also maintain lists for prayer, and I do find them good for remembering and also for rejoicing over answered prayer. That rabbit trail thought hit me like a tidal wave, because I have a tendency to treat prayer like a business meeting with an agenda and all. Very freeing to think that our unguarded moments are not an offense to the God who loves us.
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I loved reading “A Praying Life”! Glad you’re reading it now, Michele. It really does encourage us to pray more and sometimes differently than perhaps we have been. Good stuff.
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Good stuff, indeed! It’s taken me forever to get around to it, but I’m sure the timing is just right.
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I loved reading about your stop to listen to the waves of the ocean after mowing. Seeing peeks into your life’s experiences are always my favorite parts of coming here, sweet friend. God bless you always!
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Oh, that’s so encouraging, Cheryl. Sometimes I wonder about all my crazy experiences that get shared on the blog, but it’s good to know that they resonate for you in your reading here.
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This sounds like another great book, Michele. I have been on a discovery of finding new ways to pray for a while now. It seems like it gets so easy to be stuck in just one “way” of praying. But you are so right, that prayer should be a “feast” with the ONE who is our most important! Thank you for sharing these beautiful thoughts!
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I guess that we can get “stuck” in our relationship with God just as we do in other important relationships. Thanks be to God that He is patient and does not hold our blind spots against us.
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I love this one, Michele! Prayer with God is indeed a two-way conversation, and we have the blessing of His written Word to confirm the voice we sense from Him. All over the place I’m being reminded of His relentless pursuit of us. Yes, He seeks relationship with us and prayer is key. So glad the book you’re reading is speaking to your frustrations about it. Thanks for linking with us at BVN. Have a blessed weekend, friend!
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Yes, relentless pursuit! And I’m grateful He has never given up. I appreciated this aspect of your own personal story that I read today!
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Prayer is so essential to my daily survival mode. I’m not quite sure how people make it through their days without constant, consistent prayer. Thanks for this beautiful reminder.
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Amen! Prayer is such an important foil for anxiety.
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I love that God hears our moaning and groaning because sometimes we just don’t have the words. God knows what we mean to say. He understands.
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This is such a precious truth, Kara. Thanks for the reminder here and now.
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Man, this really hit me: “but there’s an emptiness in a prayer life that ends up as a shopping list.”
Sometimes I feel like I’m reading a shopping list. I think my most genuine prayers happen on runs or in the car when I’m just talking to God–praising Him and reflecting on what He’s done or is in the process of doing. It feels more organic. It’s still work in progress and will continue to be until I can just hug Him and be done with it, but for now, my prayer life looks a lot like cartoon thought bubbles.
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Yes, me, too, and snatches of song and spoken-right-out-loud questions about the things that seem right now to be so inscrutable.
Hmm . . . I hadn’t thought about heavenly hugs.
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Prayer is a chat with God, I read about a spiritual giant years ago who woke up each morning & said good morning Lord, then at night said good night heavenly Father…he had been chatting with the Father all through the day!
I wanted that…so have been making “chatting with the Father” an all day experience, I am still learning though but it has been so very freeing & enjoyable! He is with us all the time, so even in the silence we are communing! ;-D
Jennifer
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What a great way to think of our prayer life! Jennifer, this is such a helpful perspective on the praying life, and I think it’s something we all need to “grow into.”
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Yes, it is definitely a learning process Michele, also a new spiritual pattern of behavior…
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Such a good read, Michele. I’ve always known God’s continually speaking, but we’re not always tuned in- like a radio station always playing but we aren’t tuned into the frequency to hear it. So hard w 2 little ones running crazy but I’m blown away by God’s ability to get my attention and speak to me in spite of it. Love the analogy of prayer like a dinner conversation- relaxed conversation throughout the day has been more my speed lately! Thanks for the encouragement!
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I love the analogy that prayer is like mealtime with friends – what a great visual! Thanks for sharing with us at The Blogger’s Pit Stop! Roseann from This Autoimmune Life
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We miss the point so often, don’t we?
Thanks, Roseann, for reading and for all the ways you encourage.
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This sounds like a wonderful book! I do too much talking to God and not enough listening, so I can relate :). Thank you for your review and sharing how you struggle, too.
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I’m loving this book, which I heard about years ago and have “always meant to read.” Now’s the time!
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This sounds like a really helpful book, Michele! It is easy for the noise of the world to drown out God’s voice in our lives so it’s important to discover ways of stilling ourselves to listen to him. I also love the focus on prayer being about relationship and spending time together and that if the conversation wanders off-track at times that’s ok!
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That last item you mentioned has been huge for me, Lesley. Prayer does not need to run according to a schedule, but I lose sight of that!
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This book sounds great. I used to think prayer had to be big and that I would have to use fancy words and be at my best…how wrong I was. I know I can come to Him at any time and that he is always present. I am in constant communication with Him at all times. What a sweet post with great reminders.
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This, my friend: “I’ve been absorbing the idea that it’s not self-talk that’s going to change me or my way of thinking. It’s more productive for me to turn that stream of words toward the God who is always there listening anyway.” Thank you and Amen. Your words bless me this morning. Thanks for sharing honest reflection and tips from what sounds like a must-read on this praying life. What a gift that the God of the Universe wants to converse with us!
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Yes, and when we dwell in that perspective–the gift that prayer is–it becomes so obvious that we need to make it a priority! Thanks, Bethany, for reading and sharing and encouraging!
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Your thoughts and obviously the author’s mirror many of my own. I found especially freeing the idea that rabbit trails are part of other conversations and shouldn’t cause us to give up in frustration when we find ourselves getting off track in prayer. Thanks for another book offering that can grow us in our walks with God.
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I’m so thankful to have found this book. I’m taking it slowly and learning as I go.
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This book has breathed fresh life into my prayers, Michele. Thanks for reviewing it. I’ve linked your review to my post for tomorrow July 9th.
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Oh, fun!
And I’m so glad to know that you are loving the book! I just finished it this weekend myself, and I’m going back to re-read sections, working on some 3×5 cards, and just mulling it over.
I know what you mean about the “fresh life.” Me, too.
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